Testimony PART 1

This is being carried over from facebook.

 

I am resharing this because I am going to write part two today or tomorrow, but there are many parts to this. I am a writer. I have been writing all over for God and for myself for a lot of years. Been telling people I have been writing a book. I went from a lot of followers to a new path. I pray this beginning bring many to God and He use all my folly to bring many to Him. I write. It is what I do, I write my thoughts. I write my experiences. I am not a grammar teacher. I am not a theologian. I am not a religion. I am not a Spiritual leader. I am not a prophet. I am not anything, But a woman who loves God, and I speak truth and say how I feel. I write things I could care less if people even read, Then and before I pray a lot of prayers on the things I write and say God please use anything I do to bring anyone to you Lord, For even if one hears me and it draw you to God. I have done good in the sight of God.

I make mistakes and type two fingers looking down. Don’t laugh I can type almost 120 words a minute. With a lot of errors! But I get it done! years ago I didn’t even care to write sentences, add periods, nor commas, I did not capitalize Jesus, nor God. I spoke like wyd hrw? omg! lol So although I am not a grammar teacher. I sure have went a long way! 🙂 Thank you God for leading me, to clean up my grammar some.

I have been called a demon. I have been called crazy. I have been called all types of names, I have even been called angel, and God from a few. Depends on who hears it, I suppose, But one thing, I never stop, nor quit. I keep going. I am who I am, and no matter what they think of me I just keep on being me. This is my story for those who don’t know me!

Jeannine Stokes

i ADD THIS PART AT THE BEGINNING WHICH IS ALSO THE END.

By the way. There is a point I will get to right away. Because I do not want to be misleading anyone. I am not trying to be a leader. It truly is time for all people, To start reading their WORD AND BEING DOERS!. To start praying. Some the elders who know God, I do truly pray you start getting in your closets and praying against some higher causes because a lot of things in this world should not be and are not right by God. perhaps we ALL WANT TO BE TRYING TO MAKE GOD HAPPY?

Small hint. See how David prayed. Holy is YOUR NAME LORD. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF HALLOWED? HOLY! HOLY! HOLY!

Would our holy God like our leadership? This is a million dollar FREE QUESTION. BETTER THEN ANY SILVER OR GOLD MY FRIENDS! I do pray many are blessed and anointed by this message in Jesus name Amen! Go ahead and judge me. I honestly could care less. For in the end THE LORD WILL TRULY FIGHT HIS OWN BATTLE. JUST AS IT IS WRITTEN!

last time I checked. Each and every single one of us is going to have to stand before Him! Have a blessed day!
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Part of my testimony. The Lord knows me. PART 1

You know I say what I am going to say, not to boast or brag, because honestly I do not feel I even have anything to boast of. But for many years now I have sat with silent lips.

I let so many people judge me wrong. I sat silent and for the most part. minus a few people I kept my mouth shut. I took it. I took it. I got on my knees I cried out to God. I poured my heart. God they are judging me and they are not even speaking truths. So many have judged me Lord.

Help me just keep my mouth shut. I am sorry if I did any wrong God, I do not mean to anger you, if I am wrong, I am sorry, but God, look what they are doing. They are judging me falsely.

They tell me I don’t know what I am saying, But God I been reading my bible I been listening to you. How come they do not know I am quoting them scriptures? Oh Lord I am sorry I don’t mean to accuse anyone, but seriously God, how many times will those people judge me wrong? (Just because people do not quote the Word perfect when they speak. (people are not perfect-this is why it is important to read your Word!) DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN NOT GO FIND THE SCRIPTURES AND SEE HE (SHE) IS OR IS NOT LYING!

Over and over soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many years I sat with silent lips and let sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many judge me unjustly. I never knew all them tears would pay off. I thought my tears were vain. I thought God never heard me. All my life I didn’t think I was even worthy. God I love you I am sorry I know I don’t deserve anything God but please.

This person is sick, they need a healing. Heal their body Lord, take away their cancer. I would see the Lord answer. I did this for many I never told anyone. You do not have to be around people for God to answer prayers! I was called all types of heathens and foul names by all types of people.

I got sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired of this. I don’t want to do wrong God, I don’t want to complain. I am sorry God just help me. Give me strength.

Over and over I said these prayers. It was like I was praying strength to just take a beating. It hurt. Then finally I was like why am I crying? I don’t want to cry anymore. Lord please you see what is happening. I need you Lord to fight my battles. I am not murmuring, just speaking truth. If I am not lying, If I am not doing anything wrong please God, Help me. I know I don’t deserve anything Lord,, but please God I am tired of being falsely accused of things I am not doing.

So all of a sudden things start happening. Oh no what have I done. God please don’t let these people suffer. I tried to pray and ask God to have mercy. But I heard a Voice, you have all ready said Lord I forgive them. (Sorry this is a true fact. I seen God fight my battles in ways I did not even want, some He had mercy on and others He didn’t and I did not even lift a finger. I could tell you stories. It is indeed quite sad) The world call this karma, the Lord says VENGEANCE IS MINE SAYS THE LORD!

This was many years ago. I have since then grown. (There is also a very big missing chunk of this story we will get at later.- Labeled part 1 for a reason!) So many years God has had to teach me. I just thank God. The most powerful lesson I ever learned was and is and always should of been, PUT THE WORD OF GOD IN ME!

For man when I found out who God is AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Amazing Grace!!!!!!!!!!!! How sweet it is! That saved someone like meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Jehovah Jireh my provider His grace is efficient for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! THANK YOU JESUS! I LOVE ME SOME DAVID ALSO!

BUT WAIT i LOVE KING SOLOMON ALSO. i LOVE ABRAHAM, i LOVE JACOB! I LOVE JOB! I LOVE MARY! I EVEN LOVE MARTHA! I love all the children who wandered, Thank you for teaching me not to complain and murmur! OH MY GOD SO MANY VALUABLE LESSONS! MY GOD I LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY WORD! They ALL TEACH AND TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS!

Hmmm now that I think of it I LOVE THE WORD OF GOD! WHOLE! WHAT A PERFECT WORK! AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

This is too be continued!

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By the way. There is a point I will get to right away. Because I do not want to be misleading anyone. I am not trying to be a leader. It truly is time for all people, To start reading their WORD AND BEING DOERS!. To start praying. Some the elders who know God, I do truly pray you start getting in your closets and praying against some higher causes because a lot of things in this world should not be and are not right by God. perhaps we ALL WANT TO BE TRYING TO MAKE GOD HAPPY?

Small hint. See how David prayed. Holy is YOUR NAME LORD. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF HALLOWED? HOLY! HOLY! HOLY!

Would our holy God like our leadership? This is a million dollar FREE QUESTION. BETTER THEN ANY SILVER OR GOLD MY FRIENDS! I do pray many are blessed and anointed by this message in Jesus name Amen! Go ahead and judge me. I honestly could care less. For in the end THE LORD WILL TRULY FIGHT HIS OWN BATTLE. JUST AS IT IS WRITTEN!

last time I checked. Each and every single one of us is going to have to stand before Him! Have a blessed day!

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